I recently attended an Escape the City event in Bristol on World Escape Day. Bristol was one of 22 cities who simultaneously celebrated the event. Escape the City is an international movement to help people escape unfulfilling jobs and transition into the new world of work.
In the room, at the Famous Royal Navy Volunteer, were people wanting to escape for various reasons, as well as people who had already escaped.
As an Authorpreneur, I was one of the ‘I’ve already escaped’ and found myself speaking to lots of great people about my experiences and tips for escaping to the world of self-employment.
At the event, we grouped together and shared our challenges and what was holding us back.
In the group I was in someone said ‘should shaming’.
This intrigued me and it’s something we probably all feel at some stage in our lives. Even the alliteration – the combination of ‘sh’ sounds is like being berated.
‘Should shaming’ is the sense that you should be doing something or not doing something and if you don’t then you should be ashamed.
There are 3 big instigators of should shaming in our lives
Telling ourselves what we should have achieved by now then being ashamed of ourselves because we haven’t done it
- Other people
Other people have expectations about what we should have done and make us feel shame for disappointing them.
Friends and family often do this without malicious intent; but because they care about us and they can’t help but project their own values on us because that is their understanding and experience of the world.
- Society in general
Society puts expectations on us then shames us for not conforming.
(I’ll avoid getting into the politics of the ruling elite’s necessity to have compliant citizens. As well as deep held cultural, religious and spiritual beliefs that dictate the traditions we live by.)
Instead, here are some of the typical ways we are told (or tell ourselves) we should do something:
- You’re in your thirties if you’ve not married there’s something wrong with you.
- You’re a woman of childbearing age you should have children (this one especially is close to my heart, as a woman who has chosen not to become a mother.)
- You should be a home owner
- You should have a career plan
- You should be ambitious
- You should work for someone else
- You should have a job to go to before leaving a job
- You should be thin and beautiful
- You should be fashionable
- You should be normal
I believe, there is only one should: ‘Do what makes you happy’ – set your own goals and expectations for yourself and never be ashamed of the person you are.
Too often, we compare ourselves to others – but you are comparing your insides to other people’s outsides – that’s hardly a fair comparison!
People present the best side of themselves in public, you have no way of knowing what is really going on inside that person you are comparing yourself to.
Here’s one top tip to banish that should shaming voice inside us:
Change the should to could and the shame to pride:
- You could get hung up on being single in your thirties or be proud to have escaped that harmful relationship. You could be proud that you are your own person and don’t need to be in a couple to define yourself. You could be proud to be independent.
- You could have children or be proud to make your own choices and proud to not give in to the pressure to procreate.
- You could save up and buy a house or be proud that you have the freedom to change location and don’t have all that debt and responsibility.
- You could be ambitious and have a career plan or be proud to try new things and enjoy the journey instead of only thinking about the destination.
- You could stay in a job you hate but be proud to have the self-belief and freedom to make your own way in the world. There is more to life than having a company pension in 30 years’ time. You could wait until retirement to start enjoying your life, instead be proud to live in the moment.
- You could starve yourself to be thin and impress other people but instead be proud to love the body you’re in
- You could be ‘normal’ (whatever that is) but instead be proud to be different and to just be yourself